In memory of my adored Dauschund, Thiago (Bild)

Thiago arrived into our lives with all the chaotic enthusiasm of a small hurricane—a tumbling, velvet-eared creature who possessed two enormous front paws and hadn't the faintest notion what to do with them. He careened through his puppyhood like a wind-up toy, bringing with him great gusts of joy and helpless laughter at his earnest, bumbling attempts at coordination.

But nature, as she so often does, worked her quiet magic. The clumsy puppy transformed into what we affectionately christened "Bild"—a sleek, muscular thoroughbred of the Dachshund world. To watch him in full flight was to witness something quite extraordinary: he would launch himself through the air with the grace of a greyhound and land with the satisfying thump of a much larger beast, his little body trembling with the barely-contained power of his breed. My father, who had never had a son, found in this small dog something that filled that particular emptiness. They understood one another in that wordless way that transcends species.

My mother, never one to miss beauty in any form, was utterly captivated. She would photograph him endlessly—his coat gleaming bronze in the evening light, each muscle defined beneath the silk of his fur, the setting sun transforming him into something mythological.

Yet for all his athleticism, Thiago was no swaggering adventurer. He was, in truth, rather a sensitive soul—sweet, shy, innocent. Other dogs rather alarmed him, and he much preferred the sanctuary of my sister's arms, where he would curl himself into the smallest possible compass and drift into contented sleep, secure in his fortress of love.

He became our most cosmopolitan member, the first to acquire a Swiss passport (which rather delighted us all), and he explored the world with the grave curiosity of a small philosopher—from Alpine meadows to the ancient rock pools of Argentario, each new landscape claimed and catalogued in his particular way.

His illness crept upon us with the stealth of a shadow at dusk. His youth and beauty conspired to hide the truth of what was happening inside that small, perfect body. He developed an unusual habit—sitting beneath trees for long periods, gazing thoughtfully into the distance with an expression of such calm acceptance that it unnerved us. It was as though he possessed knowledge we lacked, as though he had made some private peace with what was coming.

The veterinarians told us his kidneys were failing. His weight dropped precipitously, his heart raced to compensate for organs that could no longer keep pace, and painful ulcers bloomed in his mouth and stomach. By all medical logic, he should have surrendered much sooner.

But he fought. Not with drama or complaint—that wasn't his nature—but with the quiet determination to stay, to be with us, to experience one more morning, one more walk, one more opportunity to press his nose into autumn leaves as he had done as a puppy. Even when it meant dragging himself up three flights of stairs on trembling legs, he came to us.

I shall never forget his eyes in those final hours. While strangers poked and prodded him with needles and instruments, he never flinched, never looked away from us. Those great amber eyes—round and luminous—held only love, as if his entire purpose in those last moments was simply to look at us, to imprint us upon his soul as we had imprinted him upon ours. To tell us, without words, that everything was all right, that he loved us, that this was simply the natural order of things.

And then, at last, he slept. His magnificent spirit slipped free of the broken vessel that had carried it, and we let him go.

In the curious way that grief sharpens memory, I found myself contemplating the nickname that had, without any formal decision, replaced the name we'd given him. We had chosen Thiago—a warm Brazilian name, musical and affectionate, perfect for the soft puppy who nestled into our laps. But over time, he gently corrected us, revealed his true nature.

We discovered that Bild is German for "picture" or "image," and the rightness of it struck us with sudden clarity. Here was a dog whose very breed spoke of German forests and badger hunts, whose lineage stretched back through centuries of careful German breeding. The name we'd stumbled upon by accident was, in fact, a homecoming—a recognition of his heritage. He was a little German soul in every sinew and bone, and Bild honored that truth.

But it meant something more, too. He was impossibly photogenic—not in the shallow way of pretty things, but in the manner of great art. Every line of him was perfect, every movement a study in form. We couldn't help but photograph him constantly, to try to capture what he was, this living portrait of grace and love. A picture, yes—but also the very image of devotion itself.

Thiago was the name we bestowed upon him from our hearts, an expression of affection in a foreign tongue. Bild was the name he whispered back from his soul—the name that spoke to his dachshund nobility, his German roots, his essential nature.

Two names, both true. One given with love, one revealed with time.

And now, though the small warm body is gone, the image remains—perfect, eternal, blazing in memory. Our little picture. Our Bild. Forever captured in his rightful name, forever loved, forever ours.

Dog, MemoireFrancesca Tabor